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It was winter when id met him and I thought he was different, thought he wasnt crazy but.....i guess every lie did have some truth to it. Like all the others he needed to go before things got really dicey but I really didnt want to.

Sometimes you meet someone who plays over and over in your head like a favorite song you cant stop playing....that was him.

The good ones though burn out or the curse destroys pieces of them until they are different and they lose some precious part of themselves. The sea is unkind to land folk that way.

Theres always a clock ticking inside of me that I know if just the amount of tine ive got with that person and anything past it becomes nothing but issues and trouble but despite knowing all this I pushed to stay as long as i could before leaving.

I wish things could have been different and not another small snippet of time. The quiet chilly nights remind me of how bitter sweet existing is and how I wish life could have been different.

Not just for him but for the new cycle because despite having gotten close to old friends the clocks ticking again and I know I can only stay for so long before I need to go again.